September 2010
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October 2009
9 posts
So, I had a pretty great dream last night. I must have moved or transferred schools or something because this girl was introducing me to all of these people and I was pretty shy and nervous. It was kind of a long dream, so to make it short: As the dream progressed I started really liking this girl. And the dream ended with us kissing.
All day I’ve been thinking about this ficticious girl....
My boyfriend is more of a subtracter than adder in my life. so why can’t I just dump him :/
Lately I have decided i’m just going to respond to my boyfriend as I do in my head and just add on a “haha” at the end. That way whatever i say doesn’t sound as bitchy as it sounds
today’s example:
you’re really ridiculous sometimes. haha
yay :)
When I think about it, I don’t really have many friends at all. And the ones I do consider friends, probably wouldn’t notice for a few days if I had unexpectantly died.
I spent last night with my boyfriend and actually started to forget the flaws in our relationship. Until he started to get aroused. I’m begining to think he’s only sweet during the day to increase the chance of messing around at night. Is it weird i’m not turned on at all by him? Maybe I just think about it to much.
This morning I woke up and realized I’m in love with the one person I’ll never be able to be with. She’s amazing in every single way and almost eveything reminds me of her. Worst part? She’s in love with me, and we both know we’ll never be together. Even worse? I have a boyfriend who claims he wants the spend the rest of his life with me.
Introduction
Hi. I’ve never done anything like this before, so this feels a bit strange. When starting something new, it’s natural to feel as if an introduction to who you are is needed. I’ve decided I would get more out of this experiment if my identity was left unknown. But, I will tell you this:
I’m seventeen years old and a freshman in college. All of my friends are in high school,...